Haven’t blogged in forever because I’m on livejournal which allows me to post short and random stuff unlike on this blog where I have to craft a blog and takes quite a lot of time, effort and patience.
Anyway, as the title says, today’s topic is about figuring infatuations.
In my opinion, infatuations feel somewhat like the region before the tipping point of crushing on someone. In that case, there’s more a feeling of admiring a person rather than liking a person.
Thing is, I think you can be infatuated with a few people at the same time since it’s just an admiration and people can be admired for different things.
But recently, I’m starting to feel like infatuations kind of backfires…
To make it clearer, I feel like that when you admire someone for something, it is many a times quite superficial and therefore does not sink into your heartfelt feelings. This admiration can be easily swept away by 1. Realising a flaw the person has 2. Realising someone else is better in the aspect the admiration was derived from.
I think that is why infatuations is something that comes and goes and does not keep springing in your heart. For instance, I don’t feel as much feelings for someone whom I admire his generosity for as compared to someone who has been kind towards me in particular. Don’t know if you guys can comprehend this logic…
Anyway here’s a personal update of my emotions: Many people seem to suspect I have a particular crush. HMMM. To be honest, and I will be honest because I want my future self to look back at true info, but yea to be honest, there has been people who have “掀起我心中的波澜” but I don’t have a person that I’m actually crushing on.
Okay thats about it for now…
Here’s some lyrics I wrote appreciate kays…
Sending virtual hearts and hugs…